urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790 run down the street so i can see your face as you hit the street Idontknow86790 2006-06-19T00:26:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:33960 2006-06-19T00:26:27Z 2006-06-19T00:26:27Z haha fuck this! hit me up om myspace!<br /><br />www.myspace.com/idontknow86790 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:33716 2005-09-20T20:27:30Z 2005-09-20T20:28:34Z <p class="blogContent"><font size="7">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;R.I.P </font></p> <p class="blogContent"><font size="5"><font size="6"><font size="7">Michael Higgenbotham</font> </font></font></p> <p class="blogContent"><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p class="blogContent"><font size="5">When someone dies close to you it reminds you of how fragile life really is the truth is you only have one life and when you die your dead so u better make the most of it.</font> <font size="3">I wish i would have done more for mike cuz i knew his life was fucked up . . i remember talking to him in mcfees class and how everyone was always making fun of him for smoking so much. im glad i never made fun of him cuz i would feel even worse than i feel now. i wish i could say that mikes in heaven but i dont believe in religion or god when u die ure dead and thats it. but i knew mike did we had talked about it before. we talked about everything. i even talked to him about suicide. its funny how u remember these things&nbsp; . . he had asked me if i had ever wanted to kill myself and i had told him i had when i first moved to hobe sound cuz i was depressed and i didnt no anyone. he told me he almost did once he had put the gun in his mouth and everything but that he couldnt do it. i remember talking about sammie and how much he loved her he was always drawing her pictures and writing her notes. and i remember him telling me he always felt bad being high around me like he was dissappointing me or something. I remember how much trouble he got in when he made that movie for marine biology and he blew smoke at the camera and i remember him asking for help on his project and always borrowing money from me cuz he was hungry. And i remember just recently him telling me how i was such a good friend and how id always cared about him but i guess it just wasnt enough . .&nbsp; .&nbsp;</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:33167 2005-08-15T21:29:53Z 2005-08-15T21:29:53Z livejournal is gay!!!!!!! dont expect me to update n.e more maybe i will in the future but i think im getting too old for this shit urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:32816 2005-08-14T23:45:54Z 2005-08-14T23:45:54Z so Merrits coming over now and were going to the beach!! i went out with him yesterday and it was nice. well actually the was some stuff that happened that really pissed me off but im gonna give him the benifit of the doubt cus he seems really cool so lets see how it goes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:32515 2005-08-09T20:13:25Z 2005-08-09T20:13:25Z I met the cutest guy sunday!!! his name is merrit and hes 17 turning 18 he works at the marina where our boat is. im going out with him saturday if everything works out!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:32427 2005-08-07T04:27:57Z 2005-08-07T04:27:57Z warped tour sucked so bad! biggest waste of fucking money evr!! i missed my chem hawthorne heights and senses fail!! and then during fall out boys performance i almost died!! me and erin wanted to go up close to see them and we got stuck in the crowd and people were dragging me down and kicking me and i couldnt breathe and there was no way out so i had to crowd surf outta there aND THEN WHILE IM ALMOST PASSED OUT like people are like rolling me around trying to get outta there i must have accidently kicked her cuz SOME Dumb as white girl pinches me really hard!! o and finally a security guard got me outta there and i like kinda collapsed on him!! never again!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:32194 2005-08-06T12:38:45Z 2005-08-06T12:38:45Z fall outboy "dance,dance" yay warped tour is today!!! im so happy i love my chem and im so excited to see hawthorne heights and fall out boy!!!! can u believe my das going to warped tour? i know im a loser lmao hes not gonna be with me and erin though hes going to theis other reverse daycare tent where all the parents go so yay maybe i can get him to buy me some food while were ther cuz im so broke!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:31806 2005-08-02T20:20:57Z 2005-08-02T20:20:57Z Im so excited about warped tour its gonna be so much better then taste of chaos or i hope . . . theres so much stuff to do at the tents theres one where u can make ure own shirts and get autographs and if u go to the warped tour tent and ask for warped rookies (i have no idea what that is lol) they will give u free stuff! i think the last band playing is my chem and that should be around 8:30 cuz i heard its gonna be over at about 9:30 so thats cool maybe now my dad will let me stay longer urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:31689 2005-07-27T20:19:09Z 2005-07-27T20:22:54Z shakira " la tortura" it sucks to be back home and leave everything i was getting attached to. I really loved it there. so now im back and its the same old shit i fucking hate florida! <br /><br /><br />ok so i cant wait for warped tour im really looking foward to my chem and hawthorne heights !! I dunno what im gonna do though i dont think my mom wants to drive all the way to davie to get erin but i hope itll all work out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:31290 2005-07-19T01:44:07Z 2005-07-19T01:44:07Z just got back from colombia it was so awesome i had the best 17th birthday ever i danced so much and drank so much tequila like 7 shots but most were like half shots so probably about 4 i loved it! i had a dj and everything.I learned to dance reggaeton which is like spanish rap sorta. I got so drunk like 2 nights ago! It was so funny i was like trying to do handstands and cartwheels and then i kept laughing at like the gayest shit and my little cousin gave me 3 drunk tests like touching my nose without looking i almost stabbed my eye out! omg fun times haha!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:31132 2005-06-22T18:55:10Z 2005-06-22T18:55:10Z hey im in colombia its pretty different . . the funniest thing happened when i got off the plane theres this button and theres a red light and a green light so the lady tells me to press the button and i was like afraid something was gonna shoot out at me so i pressed the button and as it turned out if u get the red light they search every one of ure bags and if u get the green light u can just leave and with my luck i got the red light so yea we were there awhile. Colombia isnt really up to date but its not that bad theres no drinking age the foods good and theres water parks and lots of stuff to do. so yea thats it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:30854 2005-06-08T01:40:26Z 2005-06-08T01:40:26Z Tommorrow im leaving to go to Colombia I will be back July 18th. Im kinda nervous urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:30547 2005-06-08T00:07:44Z 2005-06-08T00:07:44Z <img src="http://mars.walagata.com/w/idontknow86790/HotPinkStarFriends.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:30379 2005-06-05T00:21:20Z 2005-06-05T00:21:20Z at erins house with postal tape on my back!! cuz im cool like that! Guess what I got a tattoo its super cool and its hurting really bad right now . . .and i need to take a shower . . .im bored . . . hmm maybe well do something today . . . urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:29990 2005-06-01T03:12:01Z 2005-06-01T03:12:01Z Bought tickets for warped tour. Im really dissapointed the used isnt gonna be there but whatever<br /> I painted the coolest picture ever!! im gonna post it up here eventually. Its like the cd cover for both the used and my chem put together its neato!! lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:29879 2005-05-27T01:53:37Z 2005-05-27T01:53:37Z Look at me america "a kill-her time" Dude todays the last day of school so i guess im a senior now!! I failed all my exams so that sucked but whatever . . Hmm i need to figure out what i want to do with my life. What will happen if i never figure it out? Thats such a scary though . . .Maybe ill be like a bum or something! lmao actually thatll never happen but still . . .<br /><br />So i think im gonna buy the tickets for warped tour this week since im leaving for jacksonville 2morrow and then im leaving for colombia june 8th urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:29585 2005-05-20T20:51:22Z 2005-05-21T02:47:58Z HEY ERIN IVE BEEN LOOKING AT THE WARPED TOUR STUFF ITS GONNA BE FUCKING AWESOME CALL ME CUZ WE GOTTA BUY THOSE TICKETS!!! <br /><br />Sat | Aug 6 | Pompano Beach Amphitheatre | Pompano, FL <br /> <br /><br />NORTH STAGE <br /> SOUTH STAGE <br /> MAURICE STAGE <br /> VOLCOM STAGE <br /> <br />Transplants <br />Fall Out Boy <br />My Chemical Romance <br />The Offspring <br />Strung Out <br />Relient K <br />Dropkick Murphys <br />Thrice <br /> The Starting Line <br />Senses Fail <br />MXPX <br />Something Corporate <br />Avenged Sevenfold <br />Matchbook Romance <br />Atreyu <br />Millencolin <br /> Motion City Soundtrack <br />Mae <br />Reggie & the Full Effect <br />Kinison <br />Bedouin Soundclash <br />Funeral For A Friend <br />The Bled <br />Saosin <br />Over It <br />Hawthorne Heights <br /> ASG <br />Valient Thorr <br />Riverboat Gamblers <br />Bleeding Through <br />Gratitude <br />Street Dogs <br />Academy Is <br />Go Betty Go <br />The Fight <br />The Briefs <br /> <br />KEVIN SAYS <br /> SMART PUNK <br /> ERNIE BALL <br /> CODE OF THA CUTZ <br /> <br />DKLIMB <br />Westshore <br />Defining Moment <br />Lorene Drive <br />HelloGoodbye <br />Action Action <br />Whole Wheat Bread <br />The Fenwicks <br />Sunday Driver <br />Words Now Heard <br /> Emery <br />Boys Night Out <br />Hopesfall <br />Yesterday's Rising <br />Scary Kids Scaring Kids <br />Zao <br />Greeley Estates <br />A Thorn For Every Heart <br />Working Title <br /> My American Heart <br />Nonpoint <br />Big D & The Kids Table <br />Bleed The Dream <br />Echovalve <br />Opiate For the Masses <br />Moments In Grace <br />Mr. Brown <br /> Science Non Fiction <br />Astronautalis <br />Greans <br />Hangar 18 <br />Eternia <br />Dark Starz <br />Red Tide <br />Minamina Goodsong <br />Solilla<br /><br /><br />10:47 just got back from the show it was awesome!! <br />i love Look at me america there awesome live!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:29354 2005-05-20T10:23:20Z 2005-05-20T10:23:20Z went to juans funeral yesterday It sucked. Today im going with megan to a show Its gonna be my first show since ive lived here Its mostly local bands from around here like drowned out and look at me america. Im really excited about that. Guess what!! I know this is really random but i get a subsripton to this magazine called spin that has mostly stuff to do with rock n roll bands and shit and yesterday MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE was on the cover i was so flippin happy!! <br />Its got alot of interesting stuff i never knew about them and this summer me and Erin are so gonna see them live !! again!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:29020 2005-05-16T23:35:38Z 2005-05-16T23:35:38Z <p><font size="7">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; R.I.P</font></p> <p><font size="7">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Juan Gaspar</font></p> <p><font size="4">Its so weird when someone u knew so well dies. You keep expecting to see them and its kinda hard to believe its true. I mean i had just seen him friday. I havent been able to stop crying, i dunno&nbsp; . .&nbsp; </font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:28856 2005-05-13T01:11:22Z 2005-05-14T20:56:32Z You know when everything seems to be going bad and then suddenly everything starts to fit into place and things start going good? Well today was kinda like that! John gave me back Napolean Dynomite, I finally finished my 8 page research paper and turned it in. I finished my marine biology project and i found out i got a 110 on my math test!!!! and i now have a 100% in my algebra 2 class which i was failing the beginning of this year! And i also get my license july 25 (hopefully) so i can drive to warped tour w/ Erin (but i dunno if were going anymore) so yea im in an awesome mood!!<br /><br /><br />************edit***********************<br />guess what awesome thing i got the day after writing this entry !! a 60 gb color photo ipod!! Im so happy !! 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Hes ok now though its kinda weird cuz no one else in our family has ever had to have there appendix removed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:27959 2005-04-26T21:18:57Z 2005-04-26T21:18:57Z eighteen visions "I let go" I cant wait for the air and sea show this weekend! Its gonna be nice. We took the janitors golf cart today in weight lifting and rode it around the track. Its actually pretty weird to drive a golf cart the steering wheel was like all messed up and i almost crashed into the those thing that the track kids are supposed to jump over but yea it was cool! I had to go to the dentist after school today so i got a ride from my super cool friend Bryan. Hes really nice and hes a drummer in this band called drowned out there music is heavy metal type stuff. I didnt even think my mom was gonna be home but she was like in the drive way when they pulled up and she was all worried about why i was in a car with 3 guys. lol shes so overprotective! <br /><br /> Hey Erin we need to talk about warped tour!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:27792 2005-04-23T15:42:42Z 2005-04-23T15:42:42Z My internet hasnt been working so thats why i havent updated . . . umm theres nothing really exciting to update about so yea . . . urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:idontknow86790:27555 2005-04-03T03:27:31Z 2005-04-03T03:27:31Z i bought a 20 gb ipod. Im excited i should get it friday. I wish i could drive.